I'm feeling better today than I have felt in a long time, better than I usually feel, probably. Just like on the days I feel awful, on the days I feel really good (like today), I want to know why. I'd love to believe I can duplicate this at will. I'm not tired, I'm optimistic, I'm relaxed. I'm feeling "normal." It would be eerie, except it's not -- that's how fine I feel.