Word Nerd

I had to take time off from writing because I was *so* determined to write that I literally spent hours every day avoiding it. It's hard to understand, even for me and I am the one who went through it, but turning my back on writing freed up an amazing amount of energy. I'm not entirely sure what to do with all of it, but when I gave attention to the possibility of writing fiction again for those couple of days earlier this week it just felt all wrong and still mighty uncomfortable. Which told me what I need to know, for now.